SElaMaT HaRi RayE AiDilaDhA!!!!

Wah!!!!!

1^st time beraye kat perantauan!!

so excited yet so sad.....hm...

…this is the 1^st time I celebrate happy eid

Aidiladha

Away from my home

Oh!!

Luckily I have friends here that also feel as despised as I am

With me here

My family is celebrating their best at home

With nasi kapit

Kuah kacang

Lontong

Daging goreng

Wah…..best nye!!

This is the first time I celebrate on my own

Tomorrow they plan to go eating at kfc

Of course the warung and restaurant is closed

Hence

No choice!

Kfc @ pizza hut @ a&w

???

L

food CRISIS!!!!!!! oh no!!!

Huh…..

What should I do???

I really want to go to my cousin’s place in bangi but…

I am really scare of kl sentral!

That place is monster!

So pack with people and conform I will be sick looking at all those people

I can’t stand many people

They scare me and I scare of them

But…..

I will have no food for 2 days and I can’t stand eating biscuits everyday

I dislike bread!

Oh….

What should I do???

Or…

I can eat Maggi of course!

But I will sit for exam soon

And Maggi will affect our brain, scientifically!

WA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will kfc open during hari raya??

Ha!!!

I see the solution!

I will tell my cousin that I have no confidence going to her place

And I will live my life here eating kfc or pizza hut a&w here at sek 7…

Hehe!!!

That settle everything!

Yes!!!!!!!!!!!

epi bufday

haha finally...today is my besday

well only one message reach my phone
but there's more on fb of coz

currently still busy with exams
reading
reporting
lab and all
oh...crap!

well there's a story i want to share
about a girl..(should i say that...)
whatever

well go crap!!!
know what..jus minutes before 12 o'clock tonite
before my birthday
she made me "terase" again
i feel like crying
i really dislike you girl

i really wish that next year or so
you are nowhere within my space
please....
spare me some space
i know that you are influential
but please
i need to survive as well

how come she ignored me when i want to share with her something
how come she always use that kind of tone
that will made you feel
like you are doing wrong
kind of tone
each time you talk with me

i have this 'good' feeling about you
since long ago
but i dare not to speak up
i wanna let you to realise it on your own
but you seem to deny

hence bye2
you are no longer a close friend of me
in fact far2 away friend of me
i really didn't think that i can't survive without you
and of course you can survive without me

bUsy!!!!

currently very busy

my friendssss are much2222 busier than me

what occupied me now is

i want to return home very immediately
!!!!!

can't wait for this week trip to my hometown

my friends are nerdy2 girls + boys

that i never hope to associate with

i am no where near the book lover

they are way ahead of me in the matters of book
and stuff nerdy likes

i have a thick gigi report to write

gigi again to draw

books to read for the exams this Thursday

why i can't have half a day off???

ohhh...i am mentally tortured by my lovely
book worms friendss

smilax

here i have a confession to make...........
it has been a long time already since i made that promise.....
the one that is still hunting me up to now...
the story start when i was about to move out to a new town.i left my vvvvvvverygood friends behind...i try to contact with them again but yet nobody seems to help me work this out...
i still remember their name.mariam hanis the pen selller and all 4 neptune girls and boys...elementary school was sure a total freak for me.i bought my first key chain for a boy back at my 4 netune skbg class.i still remember that my teacher's name is teacher Lai.she is a chinese woman.very beautiful and gentle.when we had our last jamuan, mariam gave me a plastic rose,yellow in colour,has a very sweet fragnantand was carefully wrapped in plastic wrapper.i knew that she would give it to me but i was playing trick on her....haha...hm...the fisrt rose i received was a yellow rose and it was fromm a girl..
thank you mariam...and all.how i would like to meet you all again...
and about the promise. i promise to send off a mail the moment i arrived at this redland.but...the diary that had all the adress went missing so i reallly did not know what to do...i was only 10 years old.my all, i promised to send off the money and give out my number right....i am truly sorry from the bottom my heart.
very222222 want to see you all again.

exam.....

the final exam is the day after tomorrow.
i really do not prepare much...
just read the notes through and all.
i am afraid....
if the result comes out the way i really do not it to happen...
.what shall i do..
.i sacrifice my dreams for the others...
but...
what i got at the end...?
i got depressins and all the guilt...
i live my live for others....
what type of life is it...??

introductory.....

i am wahat i am....

someone that can easily get influenced by something...

i am not prefect nor that i am brave...

i am what they called as PAPER since i would be everywhere beyond imagination...

but i am not air since i am created and would die someday when it comes...