smilax

here i have a confession to make...........
it has been a long time already since i made that promise.....
the one that is still hunting me up to now...
the story start when i was about to move out to a new town.i left my vvvvvvverygood friends behind...i try to contact with them again but yet nobody seems to help me work this out...
i still remember their name.mariam hanis the pen selller and all 4 neptune girls and boys...elementary school was sure a total freak for me.i bought my first key chain for a boy back at my 4 netune skbg class.i still remember that my teacher's name is teacher Lai.she is a chinese woman.very beautiful and gentle.when we had our last jamuan, mariam gave me a plastic rose,yellow in colour,has a very sweet fragnantand was carefully wrapped in plastic wrapper.i knew that she would give it to me but i was playing trick on her....haha...hm...the fisrt rose i received was a yellow rose and it was fromm a girl..
thank you mariam...and all.how i would like to meet you all again...
and about the promise. i promise to send off a mail the moment i arrived at this redland.but...the diary that had all the adress went missing so i reallly did not know what to do...i was only 10 years old.my all, i promised to send off the money and give out my number right....i am truly sorry from the bottom my heart.
very222222 want to see you all again.

exam.....

the final exam is the day after tomorrow.
i really do not prepare much...
just read the notes through and all.
i am afraid....
if the result comes out the way i really do not it to happen...
.what shall i do..
.i sacrifice my dreams for the others...
but...
what i got at the end...?
i got depressins and all the guilt...
i live my live for others....
what type of life is it...??